My Pearl of Wisdom

Beyond perception, beyond time

In the abode of unforeseen galaxies

Immersed in a realm of violet light

Within my mind, within my heart

Where I felt the silence of a morning dew...

The tranquil of a quiet sea...

My spirits danced in ecstasy

There I heard the whisper of hers

The cold tender touch around me

Looking up with faraway eyes

Her silver streaks of white hair 

Radiating a serene dignity

And did I call her “Amma”?

I recall that face from my dreams

With eyes so sharp and deep,

With an aroma of a wild rose,

Her wrinkled skin was so smooth, 

Like the finest knitted silk,

I reminisce the warmth of her smile so clear

I feel her so intimate, I hear her so near

Drenched in the magnanimity of her soul

I adore her words so firm and tough

There she gifted her priceless pearl to me

Where all my sorrows just become sublime 

Bringing sparkle in my wearying eyes.

I said a little prayer along with her

Thanking her and the energies around me 

For blessing me with her gentle love and trust.

For the Pearl of my heart, so divine and charming

That will mount my life up to the heavens

And I Promise to keep her pearl so precious

With all my devotion, love and care.

Celebration of Life

Red, green, yellow and pink

A riot of colors around me

Colors of life

Shades, tints, and hues of blue

A pure pigment of the Color Wheel

Drifted onto my canvas

Dark blue the  “true blue”

The color of my male in me

Melts in me enhancing the wisdom

The color of true contentment

Empowering me with integrity,

Blue the color of air that I breathe

Portraying the trust and devotion of transparency

Inspiring the selfless love and fidelity as the sky

Blue the color of my spirit,

Inducing that calmness and peace

Like the Bottomless ocean

Tint of blues so serene and sedative

Holding my conscious and subconscious

So dynamic and dramatic

Blue the colour of my last breath

The celebration of my life

Signifying the divinity of you in me

Merging in you completely.

Waiting

Every time I look, into your sparkling eyes

It is just the same as the first look,

That etched itself, into my memory.

The same naughty smile, the twinkle in the eye,

Playing once again with me.

And here I am again, waiting for you.

Standing by the edge of my life,

A breeze passed by, caressing my hair,

The same tender touch, as when you were there.

I wondered. . . Was that you ?

I caught myself smiling, 

The intensity of my love remains pure and true,

The longing and desire, still as fresh as the morning dew,

A longing for togetherness, a longing for you.

Your very thought

Adds on olours to my life.

A Hello

Gazing through the window
Waiting to hear your voice amid the whisper of wind
A Secret wish that holds my life
Looking at my sad and intense eyes
When you pass by; you will say a Hello

My voice Sinking through fading colors
Still as deep-sea
Like the silence of the moon
Away from the soaring sun
I wait to hear my voice; when you say Hello
.
A Secret grief that I hold to my heart
From your voice of silence I listen to
Strings of my sound that chokes my throat

Hey you know; My voice still alive within my soul
To be heard by you; when you say Hello

Dreams

I take you
Out of the deep shadows of reality
To the beautiful world of moon light
You revive in this spanking new life
Old sounds now sound like music
World around looked so stunning.
and sweet

But how do I explain my pain.
Like burnt earth craving for rain
Without seeing a single spark of sunshine
The moment you opens your eyes
I don't live. I only exist
As a dream in your mind

Dreams to Reality

The wild sun above had fired his furnace
While the moon and the wind smiled in cold nights
I dragged myself, crept, hung upside down
Entrapped in the darkness
Gazed outside- vision blurred
Nothing other than darkness around
 I blinked with grief and despair
Through the smog of fear
In the deepest depths
While starving for a spark of radiance
And to paint them with colors that has been unseen
I, aroused by the refracted hues
With a hymn of tranquil wind that touched me
I flickered at that impulse
A dream of reality, out of my cocoon I emerged
 Unfolding my graceful, mantle of silken wings
As meadows engulfed in orange, blue and purple flowers
Forgetting the glory and beauty of my wings
I fly high with pride aiming to kiss the sky
Rejoice in the prodigy, and reconnection.
Soaring in the tepid spring air, fluttering in the clouds
Where all seems so bright and right.

Pain and Joy

Pain and joy
Conflict of a dual life
The first drop of warm blood
Heals all the wound and pain
First look quenched my soul's thirst
An unending joy of my heart..

No more lullaby to listen for new lives
Screams of men, chaos of artillery
Winds don't carry the fragrance of flowers
It smells the stench of death
Streams taste of tears of mothers and orphans

My breast parched, grieves in pain
Beneath the crushed stones and bricks
Beneath the rotting flesh of my offspring
My womb shivers and sinks slowly down
in the cold blood that I parted to them
An unending pain of a womb.